12.01.2011

Liftoff...."taking my coat off"....#121711

it is becoming more and more real by the moment.
every day that passes is a day that brings me closer to a moment i haven't been waiting all my life for, but definitely a good deal of it....the ups, the downs, the highs and the lows....the nervousness, the worry, the anticipation....the furry....the anger....the frustration.....the drop outs, the drop ins, the record sessions, the lost tracks......man.

the tears....the wonder of everything....i wonder who will come...i wonder will he be there....i wonder will she make it....i wonder do they care.....the how come no on is saying anything.....the why isn't EVERYONE excited like i thought they'd be.....the criss cross of melodies, heartbeat and breathes per minutes.....all of it....has finally made its way to the destination.......17 days left.  

and then.

it will happen really fast and move along too quick....i'll look up, and this day will be a memory.....but its a memory i have spent the last three years waiting on and the last 8.5 years earning.





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