……………….****** new shit ******
Wrote this yesterday….well, there is plenty more to it than this…lol
“………………..I wanted to just fuck you and you wanted to make me become obsessed with thinking about how the most ordinary things seem so supernatural when you do them,
This is how egg ends up on my face
I just wanted to take a taste of you
A piece of you with me and I could pretend solidly that, that would be enough and leave unscathed
Not going for days wondering if you have thought of how good you make me feel
You don’t want it with me
Not Love
I love with all of me,
I don’t know any other way to live
And I will give you the world if I have to create, shape and stitch that bitch with a needle and thread myself, but relationships on my watch have shelf lives
And we shouldn’t complicate our environment
We could have been kissing friends
Beneficiaries cashing in
We could have fucked until our bodies collapsed next to each other
With my arm across your chest….temporary…..
I could have woken up and gotten dressed with the popped cherry
I could have left,
But you insist keeping me here….on making me dreamy eyed,
You putting the cover over my shoulders baby when you see me getting goose bumps, why am I so relaxed with you
Arm not just limp on your body, its measuring your heartbeat, so when I leave, I can keep you alive with me when we are apart
Yet you claim not to want this to be, not this deep
Got me locked and loaded in the sinkhole
And I’m telling you
I see it
Too much already, too good too fast
Too far beyond a piece of ass, an orgasm that lasted longer than ever before
You wanted more off my end
To rope me in
And to hold me close
And make me listen to the sound of the newness
Dawn
Dew on grass tips……..”
…..yeah I’m trying some more boldness in my writing. Less filter, more what I’m REALLY thinking. I also think I’m in the midst of a temper tantrum. …perhaps lunchtime should be now.
jY
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